a.k.a. Why I'm almost crying right now
a.k.a. Why this hurts so God damned much
His breath on my neck
His heartbeat
Being snuggled
Snuggling him
"Good morning"
Silly nicknames
Snuggling so long I don't have time for a shower
Crawling back into bed for just two more minutes of snuggles
No really, just two more minutes
"Have a good day"
"Want breakfast?"
"See you later"
"I love you"
"I'll miss you"
Calls at work for no reason
My house
Love notes in my lunch
Rushing home to see him
Having someone to meet me at the door
A hug at the end of a long day
Cooking for someone
"Dinner was fabulous"
Cooking with someone
Having someone to shop for
Having someone to shop with
The way he drove the grocery cart
Snuggling on the couch
Negotiating for the remote control
Smiling at him
Giggle fits
Secrets
Watching him when he doesn't know I'm watching
Looking up to see him watching me
Winking
The fact that he can only wink with one eye
The fact that I can only snap my fingers on one handr
"Where do you want to go?"
"What do you want to do"
Dressing up
Going out for dinner
Quick kisses
Passionate kisses
Stolen kisses
Wearing his shirts
His body heat
Washing his hair
Making love in the bedroom
Making love on the couch
Making love on the counters
Making love on the kitchen table
The sparkle in his eyes
Knowing he's safe
Hearing him tiptoe in
Holding hands
Him watching me undress
Being kissed all over
Making his birthday special
"You look great today"
His smell
Him carrying the heavy stuff
Him reaching the high stuff
Butterfly kisses
Naps on sunny afternoons
Going for walks
Going to movies
Eating ice cream
Taking care of him when he's sick
Feeling beautiful
Feeling special
Being loved
Being wanted
Being cherished
Feeling protected
Feeling safe
Our room
Our trees: faith, hope and love
Our neighbors
Making anniversary plans
Buying birthday presents
Buying anniversary presents
Buying Christmas presents
Buying Valentine's Day presents
The place we'd stop for breakfast
"Let me help you"
Being somebody's
Knowing someone is thinking about me
Having someone worry if I come home late
Our retirement dreams
Talking about growing old together
Watching the wrinkles appear year after year
Scratching his back
Being in love
Being loved
Looking at our photo albums
Hearing him sing in the shower
Singing to him
His "I'm sorry" look
Talking about the old apartment
Talking about our school days
Knowing how far we came together
Laying out his work clothes for him
Him polishing my shoes
Him ironing my clothes
Washing his clothes
Rubbing his back
Being hugged from behind
Being touched
Loving my life
Running down the driveway barefoot in the hallway for just one more kiss
Watching as he leaves
Watching for him to come home
Warming him up when he's cold
Taking baths together
Knowing exactly what he means
Knowing exactly what he wants
Finishing each others thoughts
"Let me get that for you"
Playing in a swimming pool together
Taking trips together
Tickling each other
Dancing in the middle of washing dishes
My hopes
My dreams
My friend
Being good enough
Getting roses
Presents for no reason
Him holding me when I had a bad dream
The sound of his voice
His smile
His laughter
Pillow talk
Falling asleep together
Us
... :-(
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